Here

By Vast

Where do I put the shame?
It feels like a broken toy
I can't play with anymore
Where do I put the hate?
To a pixilated screen
I can't watch anymore

All I know is that I'm here
Drifting somewhere in the vast
Somewhere in eternity
And I never want to leave

Where do I put the books?
There's so many i could read
But they all are filled with lies
Where do I put the lies?
There's so many I could say
But it seems they're in the books

I have faith that you're out there
Living high up in the vast
Somewhere in eternity
And you're never going to leave

Have i been telling lies to myself?
Hold me now you know i am so afraid
To be at all
Have i been telling lies to myself?
Hold me now you know
I am so afraid to love at all

I looked up and I saw the moon
Is it the same one that betrayed you?
I looked up and I saw my place
I looked in and I saw no hate

Where do i put the love?
Where do i put the love?